Hmm, why do I write fanfic? Cause I don't know what to do with my spare time? Nope. Because my life is so dull that I need to escape? Maybe :) Read on if you want to know the real reason...

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And should you want to see the awards I received for my writing *coughs*, see here.

As a new addition, I'm also adding stories I got as a gift from others to this section :) Please note that the same disclaimer applies to both my own stories and those I received from others. Thank you. Oh yes, you can find the "Gift Fan-Fiction" (couldn't come up with a better name) here.

A New Beginning: Family time for our two boys ... though some family is rather unwanted...

Crossroads: At long last I managed to write and post another chapter. Coming up next the Solstice festivities and the return to Lórien.

AUL-arc in general: You won't believe it, but I actually wrote some LotR again. Just posted a ficlet that will later be incorporated in Last Autumn Leaves. Enjoy.

Dream and Reality: I've not forgotten about it, but it might be a while before I feel like writing Aragorn / Éowyn again ... sorry :(

Light in the Dark: Fifth chapter has been posted. More to follow soonish (i.e. after Brian and Justin stop being nags).

Fighting Darkness: *hides* Oh no, another story *bites nails* Well, thanks to Trinity and Heather, I'm facing another horde of plot bunnies. However, just like I'm doing it with Light in the Dark, I'll first write a few ficlets in this particular AU. This way, I can include my readers' ideas and such in an easier way than with a full-fledged story :)

A Love Lost...: I took the story down, because I really don't think it's any good. Might rewrite it, but I'll probably stick to slash in the HP fandom from now on.

Uitenpen: Posted the first ficlet, which could also be seen as a sort of prequel, or first chapter. More will follow as time allows (since it's a real co-production of my dearest beta, Undomiel, and my humble self).

For more info on the current state of my stories, please check out my forum or my yahoo group.

Disclaimer: I'm writing for fun, I'm not making any profit out of my stories. The characters (with the exception of original characters) belong to J.K. Rowling, J.R.R. Tolkien, Disney, and the creators of Ai no Kusabi and Queer as Folk. No copyright infringement is intended. The stories are mostly rated NC-17 - that is RED in my rating system (please check the story info for further details), so you should be at least 18 years old to read any of my stories.

When you proceed to the stories you state that you have read, understood and accepted the above disclaimer and that you are at least 18 years old.

Note: I would like to express my undying gratitude to my beta Undomiel. She's been reading everything I wrote so far, and believe me, some of those things weren't pretty to begin with :) So, thank you ever so much for your faith in my so-called "talent", you never ceasing support and help and for your friendship.

Rating System: I'm using a new rating system (thanks to the lovely Master Erestor of EOAS) :)

GREEN: story suitable all age groups

BLUE: subtle innuendo (sexuality and / or violence), suitable for teens and older

YELLOW: explicit innuendo (sexuality and / or violence), suitable for older teens and older

ORANGE: descriptions of intimate sexual acts and / or violence, suitable for older teens and adults only

RED: graphic descriptions of sexual acts and / or violence, suitable for adults of legal age only


Fandoms:

Ai no Kusabi | Alexander | Harry Potter | Lord of the Rings | Pirates of the Caribbean

Queer as Folk | Gift Fan-Fiction


Uitenpen (Evolution of the Soul) - Coming Soon
Iason / Riki / Raoul: After setting Riki free, Iason finds some consolation in the arms of Raoul. But can he forget about his mongrel pet?

Warnings, etc.: Slash; AU; co-written with Undomiel; based on the novel and partly the anime.

Ficlets:
Substitute - RED - Complete
Iason / Raoul: Raoul makes an offer, Iason can't turn down.


Coming Home - YELLOW - Complete
Alexander / Hephaestion: After the death of his friend and lover, the King has lost his will to live.

Warnings, etc.: Slash; Angst; AU; based upon the movie "Alexander" by Oliver Stone, and the books by Mary Renault.


Fighting Darkness - Coming Soon
Severus Snape / Harry Potter / Draco Malfoy, Remus Lupin / ?, Sirius Black / Bill Weasley, Ron Weasley / Hermione Granger: Joined together in the fight against the Dark Lord, a bond is forged between Gryffindor and Slytherin.

Warnings, etc.: Both het and slash (the latter being written by Undomiel), Angst, follows book 1 through 5, AU.

Ficlets:
Slytherin Influence - ORANGE - Complete
Sirius Black / James Potter, Lucius Malfoy / Remus Lupin: Sirius and James are interrupted and learn something they never wanted to know. Set in the "Marauders Years".

Giving In - YELLOW - Complete
Severus Snape / Draco Malfoy: Draco has to do a little convincing if he wants to get what he desires the most.

A Nasty Surprise - ORANGE - Complete
Severus Snape / Draco Malfoy: Having made a decision, Harry wishes to share it with his Potions Master. However, what he finds in the dungeons is not what he expected...

Claiming His Mate - RED - Complete
Remus Lupin / Lucius Malfoy: After an interesting meeting of the Order, Moony finally claims his mate for himself again.

Somehow - YELLOW - Complete
Severus Snape / Harry Potter / Draco Malfoy: Before the final battle, Severus finally declares his love to Harry.

A Christmas to Remember - BLUE - Complete
Severus Snape / Harry Potter / Draco Malfoy: The three lovers have an argument about the Christmas decorations...

Light in the Dark - RED - WIP
Severus Snape / Sirius Black, Remus Lupin / Harry Potter, Draco Malfoy / Hermione Granger, Ron Weasley / ?: It is the only thing, the Dark Lord does not understand. It shines like a light in the darkness and will rescue three souls that were bound to be consumed by eternal night. Love is a weapon and maybe strong enough to rid the world of You-Know-Who...

Warnings, etc.: Both het and slash, Angst, follows book 1 through 5, AU.

Ficlets:
The End of a Spy - YELLOW - Complete
Severus Snape / Sirius Black: After Severus' true allegiance has been disclosed, he is subjected to the Death Eaters wrath. Will the Order be on time to rescue him?

An Apology Long Over-due - RED - Complete
Severus Snape / Sirius Black: After Sirius and Severus have lived in pain for 20 years because of a lie, it is time for them to find their way back to each other.

Forever - RED - Complete
Severus Snape / Sirius Black: Direct sequel to An Apology Long Over-due. I'm not even attempting to claim that I wrote most of this, t'was all Undomiel's work *grin*

Discovery - YELLOW - Puppy Warning - Complete
Severus Snape / Sirius Black, Remus Lupin / Harry Potter (alluded to): Severus and Sirius make a discovery on their bed :)

Puppy Love - YELLOW - Puppy Warning - Complete
Severus Snape / Sirius Black: After a hard working day, Sirius has to challenge a small intruder to gain what he wants. Companion piece of Discovery.

A Puppy's Gift - ORANGE - Puppy Warning - Complete
Severus Snape / Sirius Black: Both Severus and Snuffles have some special gifts for Sirius...


The "Unexpected Love" story arc:

An Unexpected Love - RED - Complete
Haldir / Éowyn, Aragorn / Legolas, Faramir / Rúmil: After losing Aragorn to Legolas, a broken and angry Éowyn finds love where she least expected it...

Warnings, etc.: As the description suggests - het, but also with implied slash; AU, however I'm following both the movie-verse and the book-verse as much as possible.

Crossroads - RED - WIP
Haldir / Éowyn, Aragorn / Legolas, Glorfindel / Elrohir, Elrond / Erestor, Arwen / Éomer, Orophin / OFC, Faramir / Rúmil: After many trials and complications, Haldir and Éowyn are happily together at long last. But will their love endure when they find themselves caught in a nightmare upon visiting Mirkwood?

Warnings, etc.: Both het and slash; AU; sequel to An Unexpected Love - read it first or prepare to be confused

Spin-offs:
A Parting Gift - BLUE - Complete
Haldir / Arwen (sort of): Arwen gives Haldir a special solstice gift.

A Question of Stamina - ORANGE - Complete
Aragorn / Legolas: The Mirkwood Prince is being a tease.

A Special Gift - BLUE - Complete
Elrond / Erestor: Elrond is having special Solstice gifts for his loved ones.

Broken Hearts - currently YELLOW - WIP
Thranduil / Celebrían, Haldir / OFC, Orophin / OFC: What if true love, forged by fate, is forced apart by circumstances?

Last Autumn Leaves - Coming Soon
Elrond / Erestor: When the threat of Sauron becomes to great to ignore, and the fate of all life in Arda rests upon the shoulders of a Fellowship of Nine; two hearts find consolation in each other.

Ficlets:
Here to Stay - RED - Complete
Elrond / Erestor: Sometimes it takes a tragedy to realise your true feelings...

On First Sight by Undomiel - RED - WIP
Faramir / Rúmil: Recovering from the injuries inflicted on him by the Nazgûl and his own father, Faramir meets Rúmil of Lórien for the first time, and both find what they have been lacking all their lives.

Saving Grace - Coming Soon
Glorfindel / Elrohir: Returning to Arda, the mighty Balrog Slayer has to fight his demons and finds his saviour in a small elfling.

Ficlets:
Admittance - YELLOW - Complete
Glorfindel / Elrohir: The young Peredhel makes an admittance...

Changing Heart - YELLOW - Complete
Glorfindel / Elrohir: Glorfindel's nightmares change, and he realises what he stands to lose. Sequel of Admittance.

New Traditions - BLUE - Complete
Glorfindel / Elrohir: Glorfindel starts a new winter solstice tradition - which has some consequences.

The Nesting Sparrow - BLUE - Complete
Glorfindel / Elrohir: Upon the bonding day of Haldir and Éowyn, Glorfindel has to fight off an enamoured sparrow.

Dream and Reality - currently ORANGE - WIP
Aragorn / Éowyn: When Aragorn first meets Éowyn he begins to question his feelings.

Warnings, etc.: Het, but also with implied slash; follows the book-verse (with the exception of Aragorn's and Éowyn's relationship of course).

Spin-offs:
An Error of Judgement - RED - Complete
Glorfindel / Erestor: Before Erestor leaves the shores of Arda forever, he discovers something that may change his life forever.

A Stormy Greeting - YELLOW - Complete
Thranduil / Rúmil: Rúmil is very glad to see his lover again. Companion piece of The Merits of Being Bedridden.

Warnings, etc.: Slash; AU; Humour fic.

The Merits of Being Bedridden - YELLOW - Complete
Haldir / Celeborn: Haldir learns how nice being bedridden can be. Companion piece of A Stormy Greeting.

Warnings, etc.: Slash; AU; Humour fic.


Merry Christmas, Jack - YELLOW - Complete
Jack Sparrow / Will Turner: On Christmas Eve, and Will has two gifts for Jack.

Warnings, etc.: Slash; AU; Humour fic.


A New Beginning - RED - WIP
Brian Kinney / Justin Taylor: After the Rage party, things change once more for Brian and Justin, and a certain fiddler won't take "No" for an answer.

Warnings, etc.: Slash; Angst; POV; AU; Anti-Ethan; begins right after the "diner scene" in 3.01.

In a Lonely Place - YELLOW - Complete
Brian Kinney / Justin Taylor: Things take an unexpected turn after Brian watches one of his beloved b/w classics.

Warnings, etc.: Slash; Angst; POV; AU; set after Brian returns to the empty loft in 3.01.

Back on Track - YELLOW - Complete
Brian Kinney / Justin Taylor: Justin has an unexpected revelation the night after the Rage party.

Warnings, etc.: Slash; Angst; POV; AU; sequel / companion piece of In a Lonely Place.

Together - ORANGE - Complete
Brian Kinney / Justin Taylor: Brian and Justin's conversation at Kinnetik takes a different turn.

Warnings, etc.: Slash; Angst; POV; AU; set about 46 minutes into 4.07.

Acceptance - YELLOW - Complete
Brian Kinney / Justin Taylor: What happens after Brian returns from Johns Hopkins?

Warnings, etc.: Slash; Angst; POV; AU; sequel / companion piece of Together.

Too Late - YELLOW - Complete
Brian Kinney / Justin Taylor: Sometimes it is just too late ... or is it?

Warnings, etc.: Slash; Angst; POV; AU; Set about 23 minutes into 3.03.

Oh L'Amour - YELLOW - Complete
Brian Kinney / Justin Taylor: It's just some stupid old song, but it still makes Justin think...

Warnings, etc.: Slash; Angst; POV; AU; Songfic; Justin / Ethan (but don't worry, it's not explicit or anything like that); Set about 28 minutes into 3.03. Just changed things around a bit... Brian and Justin aren't walking towards the diner, but they meet up there. Oh, and the song in question is Erasure's lovely Oh L'Amour.

Running Away - YELLOW - Complete
Brian Kinney / Justin Taylor: What happens when you realise you made the biggest fucking mistake of your whole life?

Warnings, etc.: Slash; Angst; POV; AU; Set right at the end of 3.03. Once again, I changed some tiny little things ... Justin doesn't tell Ethan that he's going to leave the party, he just does. And Mel and Linz are still at the GLC when Justin arrives.

It's Not Goodbye - YELLOW - Complete
Brian Kinney / Justin Taylor: At times it takes a stupid song to make you see things for what they really are.

Warnings, etc.: Slash; Angst; POV; AU; Songfic; Set between 3.03 and 3.04. The song I incorporated this time is Laura Pausini's beautiful It's Not Goodbye.

The Beginning of the End - YELLOW - Complete
Brian Kinney / Justin Taylor: When things get rough for Brian, Justin will always be there for him...

Warnings, etc.: Slash; Angst; POV; AU; Set during 3.04. More AU-ness enters the series as I write it, so here are the new changes made: since Justin swapped his shifts at the diner, he didn't hear John tell Brian about the arcade he goes to after school, but instead Deb did. Oh, and if you were wondering what became of the "steroid" and "new baby" plot lines, both will be resolved in future ficlets (right now it looks like they'll be addressed two ficlets from now *smiles*).

Here by My Side - RED - Complete
Brian Kinney / Justin Taylor: When things get rough for Brian, Justin will always be there for him...

Warnings, etc.: Slash; Angst; POV; AU; Set at the end of 3.04. Title inspired by Matthew Good's lovely song Weapon. Having said that, this is still no songfic.

All or Nothing - YELLOW - Complete
Brian Kinney / Justin Taylor: Justin has one last chance ... will he take it?

Warnings, etc.: Slash; Angst; POV; AU; set around the middle of 2.20, you know, when Justin comes home after Ethan told him to go back to his boyfriend.

Alone - YELLOW - Complete
Brian Kinney / Justin Taylor: The trip to Vermont turns out to be much better than Justin could ever hope for.

Warnings, etc.: Slash; Angst; POV; AU; set between 2.17 and 2.18. Of course, 2.18 wouldn't have happened the way it did in my AU.

Listen to Me - ORANGE - Complete
Brian Kinney / Justin Taylor: Justin learns to really listen to Brian.

Warnings, etc.: Slash; POV; AU; begins during 4.02 and runs until after 5.13.

Nine Years Later - RED - Complete
Brian Kinney / Justin Taylor: How do the boys spent Christmas Eve?

Warnings, etc.: Slash; POV; AU; Set four years after the show ended and nine after Brian and Justin first met.

Not Going to Leave - YELLOW - Complete
Brian Kinney / Justin Taylor: Justin doesn't simply walk away after Brian throws him out of the loft at the end of 4.08, but shows Brian that he's not going to leave.

Warnings, etc.: Slash; Angst; POV; AU; set at the end of 4.08.

Partners - YELLOW - Complete
Brian Kinney / Justin Taylor: Brian makes a stand for what he wants.

Warnings, etc.: Slash; Angst; POV; AU; set at the end of 2.19, before Brian tells Justin to go and take his shower.

Rest in Peace, Brian Kinney - YELLOW - Complete
Brian Kinney / Justin Taylor: Christmas will be the death of the Stud of Liberty.

Warnings, etc.: Slash; POV; AU; set around the first Christmas after the show ends.

Stay - ORANGE - Complete
Brian Kinney / Justin Taylor: After leaving Babylon, Brian has a visitor...

Warnings, etc.: Slash; Angst; POV; AU; set at the end of 3.07.

The Christmas Wish - YELLOW - Complete
Brian Kinney / Justin Taylor: In the aftermath of Stockwell's defeat, Brian has to face a problem of a quite different sort.

Warnings, etc.: Slash; POV; AU; set between S3 and S4.

The Misadventures of Brian Kinney and Justin Taylor - ORANGE - WIP
Brian Kinney / Justin Taylor: A number of conversations between Brian and Justin.

Warnings, etc.: Slash; Angst; Humour; POV; AU; Major Crack-fic alert; collaboration between Undomiel and my humble self.

Three Little Words - YELLOW - Complete
Brian Kinney / Justin Taylor: It's all about those three little words, or is it?

Warnings, etc.: Slash; Angst; POV; AU; set at the end of 5.10.

What I Want - YELLOW - Complete
Brian Kinney / Justin Taylor: After Brian punches Mikey, Justin starts to think things over...

Warnings, etc.: Slash; Angst; POV; AU; set about 34 minutes into 3.01.


Home - by Alex - BLUE - Complete
Alexander / Hephaestion: What happened on that balcony in Babylon.

Warnings, Notes, etc.: Slash; AU. Alex posted an "offer" of drabbles on her journal, so I requested something Alexander *giggles* (May 2005)

A Werewolf's Company - by Leni Jess - RED - Complete
Remus Lupin / Lucius Malfoy: Remus, Lucius, and the full moon :)

Warnings, Notes, etc.: Slash; Bestiality. Leni Jess wrote me this little ficlet after asking around for some challenges. (Christmas 2004)

Opposing Forces - by TrinityC - YELLOW - Complete
Harry Potter / Draco Malfoy: The musings of Sirius Black about his godson and a certain Slytherin.

Warnings, Notes, etc.: Slash; AU. This was Trinity's birthay present for me, or at least, part of it *smiles* (May 2004)

Long Awaited Thee - by Sandrine - ORANGE - Complete
Aragorn / Éowyn: What if Tolkien had stuck with his first draft?

Warnings, Notes, etc.: HET; AU. Sandrine was so nice to write this for me because I'd made her an icon - or was that afterwards? - (March 2004)

In Two Places at Once - by chaotic_binky - ORANGE - Complete
Brian Kinney / Justin Taylor: Did Brian visit Justin or didn't he?

Warnings, Notes, etc.: Slash; AU. This was Binky's Christmas 2006 ficlet for me :)